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Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:48:35 GMT

Goodbye, ~~livejournal~~ bapoots.

i guess this could be funny. sort of.

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 01:43:40 GMT

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 04:38:58 GMT

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ya know I thought I knew what I wanted to do as a career. turns out i have no idea :/

snow daze

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 22:02:25 GMT

I'm no photographer, but here's some pixx of the lovely snow we're getting :]

This would have been a neat picture.. but of course my family is a bunch of hicks and we have tires in the back yard.

and 5 dolla to whoever can find the pretty kitty first. <3

probably more to come in the next few hourz

Mon, 06 Feb 2006 03:52:56 GMT

So I'm still recovering from the flu. I really wish it would just be over with. I hate being sick for so long. I've already slept 10 hours today... and I probably won't have any trouble going back tonight. BLAHF. I haven't done any homework and I have to makeup a Latin test tomorrow. Haven't studied. I'm really making myself... not sick... but I'm like wearing myself out over this stuff and I haven't even done anything. It's weird that I spend so much time stressing over stuff and never do anything about it. and it's not just schoolwork. I haven't done my laundry in weeks.. well no probably months. I haven't had a clean room in probably half a year. I'm just a disgusting human being. but at least I'm not sad. I want to have a rehersal soon. I like those :]

Man it is snowing all over America. If it could magically snow tonight and stick and being extremely hazardous, that would be great. and now it's almost 10 and I should probably do something productive. maybe i'll go get a cough drop and call it a day.

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 16:12:54 GMT

I missed school yesterday because I was sick as a dog. I thought I was dying. Sore throat and ten times the worst headache you've ever had. Now I'm feeling better, but still not good :/ I'm going to go to school in a little while. Don't want to miss the entire day, ya know? So now I'm going to finish my Cadbury Caramello bar :] and then go wash up and leave.

new dress

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 23:24:42 GMT

I lied.
This is the dress we're getting.
:/
I like the other one better.

i don't know what quixotic means

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 01:28:23 GMT

Today we only had to run 4 laps of the easy track :]
Then Sarah, Emory, and myself hit for like 5 minutes.
and then we all left.
?

Tomorrow I have to spend my entire day at school again. MY ENTIRE DAY. 11 am to 8-ish pm. No leaving. No socializing.
I wake up at 11. and $5 each for pizza? That is too much money. You know she'll keep some for herself. Just kidding I don't know that. AHHHHHHH

at least my room is clean :]

nothing matters, it's just life

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 00:42:42 GMT

I like the philosphy of 'Dancing through Life"... you know.. like the song. I don't mean that I'm literally going to dance all time. Quite honestly I hate dancing. I feel awkward and uncoordinated.
But "Life is more painless For the brainless Why think too hard?"
"Life is fraught-less When you're thoughtless"
I hate thinking too hard. Because I always end up imagining my doom at the end of the world. You know it'll happen in a few years :/

SO! I've decided to not care. I'll keep myself occupied by playing my tennis and being a shallow person obsessed with material objects and petty things. That's really the best way to live, right? I'd rather die a happy person instead of dying screaming "I knew this was going to happen!" because that won't matter when it was over and I would have wasted a lot of time. *shrug*

now i've tasted chocolate and i'm never goin' back

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 22:57:40 GMT

So I'm here watching the Australian Open (Roger won his match :] ) and there's a vegetable stand on the court. And I thought to myself, who took the cookies? Just kidding. I don't know what I'm saying. But apparently there's some study that can tell when you're at your highest intellectual and physical peaks. Isn't that neat? I could always tell like one day each month I would have these really deep thoughts, or sometimes like once every two months I would get extremely... I would say hyper, but I hate that word... energetic. And they're planned out. Like every 33 days or something.

Maria Sharpova and Justine Henin-Hardenne are in the semifinals. I'll have to watch that. Or just the end because I really don't want to watch Sharapova for 2 hours. She's such a little drama queen. And I hate her nasty pregnant teen dress. BUT! Speaking of tennis dresses here's the ones I do believe we'll be getting this year :]

AIN'T THEY FLY?!

...well I need to go clean my room. and then watch LOST. I suggest everyone do the same.

"why you all up in my s#*%!?! = cease and desist"

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 03:30:40 GMT

I wonder who all reads this. Probably no one.
My hair looks AMAZING right now. If only I could wear it like this to school. But ya know I need to have a good night's sleep, which means hair is a mess in the mourning. AHHH its so fly right now.
I am pinned down by schoolwork right now. and it's getting ridiculous. At least I don't have a 44.5% in English anymore. That was embarrassing. It's probably like what now? A 70? :[
I'm really glad that we have to work out so hard at tennis. I need to get back into shape and conditioning does it. I felt exhausted and incredible at the same time after my laps. I think tomorrow we'll actually get to play some tennis. With raquets. But we were talking about yoga poses or something and no know knew the name of it so I guessed, "The Seal?". and that of course reminded Mrs. Stubblefield that we were going to do those later in the week. Oops. Then I said we should do seals up the stairs like the wrestlers. It was a joke. But I don't think that was a good way to start out the season with my teammates. Haha at least I didn't suggest carrying another teammate up the stairs on your back. We would all get Nick Gosney bodies. But yea I'm excited for this season. I love my tennis :]
Speaking of tennis the Australian Open is on. So far I've only seen Roddick lose, and Sharapova won. Haven't seen the love of my life Roger Federer yet. I LUV HIM.

But you know who I don't love? James Frey. Everyone is like OMGZZXXX about A Million Little Pieces, and I admit that for a time I was too. I really have no sympathy for him. He had a loving family and could have been anything that he wanted to. And look what he did. He doesn't love his parents even after all they've done for him and what they've put up with. At first I felt sorry for how sick he was, but then you learn his history and all of that goes away. I haven't finished the book and at the moment I don't really care to deal with it anymore. I'm really not liking it. I'll give another opinion when I've finished it to be completely fair.

i'm in love with you, no matter what you weigh... it was funny in the play

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 00:38:14 GMT

Had some delicious Chinese food for dinner. Really hit the spot...

..until I opened the fortune cookie...

"Bad luck and extreme misfortune will infest your pathetic soul for all eternity."

o_O

I had to get her away from her nasty-ass mama

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 05:13:03 GMT

I just got back from Hairspray at TPAC. It was hysterical. Now my favorite musical :]
But sadly my mom is being a meanie and I can't sleep in tomorrow :[
and I have a huge cold sore/zit on my lip. People talk to it instead of me. It has a personality and tells bad jokes :/

The Hunting Party

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 03:18:54 GMT

Well tonight's episode scared the bajesus out of me. I've had night terrors about 'the others' almost every night for the past week. I got nauseous watching and hearing them. I need to know more. AHH

Haha Sawyer<3 and his little nicknames. He called Locke "Mr. Clean". and I LUV HIM

and I have to suffer and disgusting room and school for yet another day. But at least I have orchestra seats to Hairspray tomorrow :}

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 05:20:49 GMT

So I woke up moments ago thinking 'WOW! I'm really rested... and my alarm hasn't even gone off. I wonder what time it is." and I look at the clock and it's 11:00. O_O

I'm never going to be able to go back to sleep. Ever.

And the early school closings came on for a little while, too. Guess who isn't on the list. *rolls eyes* Come on.

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 02:25:58 GMT

"Write a wise saying and your name will live forever." - Anonymous

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 05:09:33 GMT

Miss CHS is tomorrow. and I don't know what to do. I'm Sarah's little backstage helper.. but it's going to be chaos in there and I really want to watch the show. :/ I'll just go with the flow I spose.

3 day weekend. Shout out HOOORRRAAAYYYYY. I need the sleep. I think I'm the only human being alive that isn't going to Gatlinburg. It's all I that I've heard about today. Have fun, friendz.

Okay here's a question. When you're having bad day and are looking your absolute worst, why do people flock around you and go "AwwWwwW~*~ What's wrong?!". and then you tell them to go away and they scream "WHY?!". It justs gains more attention and makes me want to cry even more. When people say "Leave me alone" just do it.

and that's it for now.

I wish I was this pretty

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 03:38:01 GMT

My goal in life is to look like this.

yea girl

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 01:50:20 GMT

I was just rereading my old journal entries from freshman year. Is it considered stuck up that I think I was entertaining? I made myself laugh. and I made myself shudder a couple times, too, so there you go.

I'm surprised that I didn't make a LOST entry yesterday. As over-the-top as it was, it was really predictable. I think with some better directing it could have made me shiver. But I just was like "oh. weird." Psh. I think I expect too much from everything.

I'm going to write my whole day down... you know like old timez. Here goez.
1st period. I really don't like waking up in the mourning. and then having to go ~~fail~~ take a test whilst you're tired and looking absolutely nasty. Not fun. I definitely won't be taking AP Latin. I'll leave it to all the JCLers out there. Let's see.. 2nd period. OH! Yesterday was so bizarre in there. Mrs. Raymond, the crazy substitute was filling in for Mrs. Wiggins. She is so ridiculous. Jacob had his cell phone and they were like making movies of 1. Enoch passing papers out saying "Here you go, little boy!", 2. Jacob slithering on the floor and taking down the American flag - only to put it right back up, 3. Brandon getting in the recycling tub and singing 'row your boat', 4. Calvin screaming across the room that the metal plate in his head was hurting, and 5. Calvin, again, having a head trauma problem, which makes him run into doors on the way to the bathroom. and then he claims there were naked people in the bathroom and it disturbed him. and Mrs. Raymond didn't even realize they were kidding. ?? . Then they asked her about her cat, Lila, and recorded her rambling. Then they played it back and she heard it and thought it was a radio. So they claimed the metal plate in Calvin's head was picking up Howard Stern and that sent her on a rampage. It was just ridiculous. But at least it was entertaining. *shrug*

English.. I didn't write that essay, and I haven't read the story. Not a fun subject. Especially when Teacher is racist and doesn't know anything about anything. She and Mrs. Raymond are best friends. They probably have tupperware parties. They need lots of tupperware with all the church potlucks they go to. Lots of casseroles (I'm assuming they're Methodist).

U.S. History is probably my favorite class. and I don't even socialize in there. People probably think that I'm really nosy, but hey if you're having a funny/interesting conversation in my hearing distance, I have every right to listen, know what I'm sayin?

I don't want to talk about Chemistry or Encore. Except we have an alto that sings now! Yay for Elizabeth, our Lord and Savior.

And my grandparents should be here soon? Maybe tomorrow? I'm not sure, but I need to quit rotting infront of the computer. and that's it :]

You've been Gropped, Honest Abe

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 22:07:00 GMT

Ever since school started back up last tuesday I've been like nonstop exhausted. I felt like crying every single time I woke up before school. Now I know why they call it mourning. Then just school in general wasn't too thrilling. Friday was fun. Li Kae came over and we finished our story. Then yesterday we went to Hillsboro Village, Green Hills, and Opry Mills. I think we were in Nashville for 10 hours? But at least I got some new clothes. Finally.

Ok.. look at all the double-'ll'ed words I just used. o_O

But yea, I finally got caught up with my sleep this morning. Still a little groggy though as you can see from Mr. Fox. Speaking of Mr. Fox, I'm pretty ecstatic for this Wednesday. That's right. A new episode of LOST. 2 hourzz, too. YAY!

I had something else to say, but I forgot :/

if i had a CD burner, i would burn one amazing CD for myself right now

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 02:23:43 GMT

I really don't like chemistry. Not the class... just chemistry in general. Freshman year we had to mix chemicals in a tornado. That was a prison. Then today we mixed a bunch of hoo-haz... I almost blinded myself and then set the school on fire.

Kate, Kayla, Sarah(if scheduling permits), and myself are going to ice cream after school like old times. That's right. We're going to ice cream. Ice cream is a verb.

So we're reading Emily Dickinson in English for a few weeks. She's pretty amazing. Well her poetry is. I just wish we could have studied it either freshman or sophomore year. You know. When I actually had good teacher.

Oh, exactly one week from right now I will be warm in my bed watching a brand new episode of LOST. The withdrawals have been killing me. SO HOORAY! I wonder what perils our castaways have in store this week.

HOORAY! A Friday 5! Even though it's Wednesday.
1. What is the oldest object in the room with you? that bag of candy
2. What is the newest? my new non-heartthrob posters
3. What is your favorite object in the room with you? my computer
4. What is the most valuable object? my iPod or TV
5. What is the ugliest object? the carpet

this is me today... sort of

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 23:36:04 GMT

Hello 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 00:24:37 GMT

So I'm really dreading school tomorrow. The break went by so fast it's ridiculous. In my little survey/quiz I said that I wasn't going to make any New Years resolutions. But I am going to try to bring my grades up... because I did pretty shabby last semester. And I'm going to try to make it to a certan weight below what I am right now. Because no one likes a big fat fatty. But thats it. Plus maybe finish a book or two. Nothing crazy.

New Years..

We took maybe 5000 pictures, but these are the only that turned out :/

2005 Shall we jive?

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 04:23:37 GMT

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
drove by myself

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i've never kept them so i won't make any more in the future

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no

4. Did anyone close to you die?
my grandpa

5. What countries did you visit?
none :[

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
a new car

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
August 1st. why? it was just weird. and hilarious.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
being more outgoing. making #4 on the tennis team

9. What was your biggest failure?
not making miss chs.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i thought i had an aneurysm. but it was just dehydration

11. What was the best thing you bought?
everyone's christmas presents

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
i dont know if i would celebrate over anyones behavior

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
these people i didnt know

14. Where did most of your money go?
subway sandwiches

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
the return of LOST, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, Goblet of Fire

16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
the whole Rent soundtrack

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? thinner
iii. richer or poorer? poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
my homework

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
wasting away on the internet, driving aimlessly

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
went to my grandma's, then to the egners, then had a newlyweds marathon

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
nah

23. How many one-night stands.
none

24. What was your favorite TV program?
LOST

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nope. hating the same old people.

26. What was the best book you read?
"A Million Little Pieces" and I'm not even finished with it yet

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Rent

28. What did you want and get?
all my Christmas presents :]

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Rent

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
sweet sixteen. wasn't that sweet. no one did anything special

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
a new car

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
better.. i only wore a hoodie like thrice

34. What kept you sane?
my friendz

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
i fancied roger federer & adrien brody.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
the war. again.

37. Who do you miss?
people at school

38. Who was the best new person you met?
umm... no new people

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
'Expect the worse, and you'll never be disappointed.'

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
This is cliche, but..
525,600 minutes. 525,000 moments so dear
525,600 minutes. How do you measure, measure a year?
In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights, in cups of coffee
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.
525,600 minutes. How do you measure a year in the life?
How about love? How about love?
Seasons of love.

opry world

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 17:35:38 GMT

This weekend was pretty exciting. Kayla, Katie, Sarah, and myself all went to Opryland YAY! I had my first ever seafood... SWORDFISH! and we played ASAP, the greatest game ever:

Me: *flips the category: things that make you pee*
Katie: *flips the letter: R*
Sarah: "RAIN!!"
Me: "How does that make you pee?"
Sarah: "How doesn't it make you pee?"

Yea, it was really funny at the time. Good times. and then we went shopping at OpryMills and I maybe half of mine done. :/ and I have maybe $30 dollars left. I'll manage somehow.

Well I have the little secret santa thing today... and I don't know what time it is. and I don't have all of my person's gift. Watch it be at 12.